will i ever be anything in your eyes, a hero or a devil? kiwi.

focus is a hard thing, number one to do it, number two for all the sacrifice and hate you'll receive for continually using it.

“I have a longing for life, and I go on living in spite of logic. Though I may not believe in the order of the universe, yet I love the sticky little leaves in spring. I love the blue sky. I love some people, whom one loves you know sometimes without knowing why. I love some great deeds done by men, though I've long ceased perhaps to have faith in them. Yet from habit one's heart prizes them.”

“Each one of us here today will at one time in our lives look upon a loved one who is in need and ask the same question: We are willing to help, Lord, but what, if anything, is needed? For it is true we can seldom help those closest to us. Either we don't know what part of ourselves to give or, more often than not, the part we have to give is not wanted. And so it is those we live with and should know who elude us. But we can still love them - we can love completely without complete understanding.”

Sometimes I feel like a bad person. Where it seems demons are chasing after you. You can't escape. Eventually getting ahold of you, feeling possessed by evil thoughts. Then you realize how bad you really are because you are trying to get back to good.

You keep nothing in the end, just reflections.

"It's a beautiful good life You know the world is a jungle But you don't have to crumble 'Cause it's a beautiful good life."

"A flower that is in bloom only lasts a short while because the winds that made it bloom are also what make it fall apart."

i am the forever fool, lost in books touching so little grass.

"People's accusations are not a reflection of you- they're a confession from them. Their rage is their fear. Their criticism is their secret shame. Their envy is their lack. Stop defending yourself from their projections. Stop accepting their judgments as your identity. Ignore them. Live your life as you see best."